A Very Tough Week....

It was yesterday. I started preparing my Fiqh Al-Sirah assignment earlier than my friends. But still I don't finish it yet. The title given was quite difficult to me. It was a shock when I just knew at the morning that Dr. Shah Jani want us to submit the assignment on Tuesday. I already look into many reference. Yet, it still hard to finish it. After a little discussion with few friends, I got more clear picture. It already night... I looked into calendar... Another shocking task that started make me got a headache...

I realized that today I have a group presentation in B.M. class. I didn't start anything yet. "Mana pegi Syahmi ni... esok kena bentang kata ganda ni..." I started to sent an sms...he replied non... another one... still no reply... I started hungry... than I went to the Mahallah Ali cafe. I saw Syahmi was "melepak" with Zaaky and Nik...chatting... I shouted to Syahmi. Quite angry you know... (I also got a headache at that time...). I never thought that i dare to shout at my friend. He explained that he didn't has a credit in his handphone. and more reasons... another shocking things...his reason... " Aku tgh sibuk study History ni... kan kiter ada mid-term esok..."

"$#$%$^$%&%^*(*)" That was in my brain at that time... I didn't remember at all that i also have mid-term History and Civilization today. At 9 am... we rushed to Cyber cafe to search for "Kata Ganda and Pengandaan". At 10.30pm we started typing our presentation on Syahmi's Laptop. We finished it at 1.30am... My headache gone slowly after taking 2 pils of panadols. B4 sleep... I tried to spent few hours on History... but... the next thing i realized.. it was 7.30am at the morning... with the feeling "Habisla aku nanti masa mid-term history..."and "Ok ke tak Presentation B.M aku yg aku last2 minutes tu?"... i woke up slowly...take a bath... after finish tiding myself up...I quitely waiting for Syahmi at the ground floor of his block...

He went down and talk to me..."Cepatla... kiter belom beli setem hasil lagi ni... lambat lagi kang nak settle PTPTN" I can't utter more words.... I realized that i also forgot that today, i have to sign an agreement for PTPTN. But i can't thought of anything more... just can't thought of anything... so shocking... We just hurried bought the damn setem... took my muamalat book... bought a black ball pen... and went to mini auditorium...

I didn't sure it is a good news or bad news... the date was changed to 18 Jan 06. Another 2 days later... and what the hell i'm doing wasting my time rushing back my room and than to post office... just to sign the agreement???

I left my mass communication class, and went to the library... prepared for History and everything... just went like that...

1.30pm...the History mid-term just over. I can't concentrate at all what just i wrote in the paper, in addition I just realized that she... the one i admire.... Actually in my class... never notice it before. My bad mood from "can't answer the history paper" changed into.... "remembering back the time when I was rejected by her". No one know what actually my feeling at that time...

In fiqh sirah class, (2pm - 3.30pm) ustaz shah jani has posponed the date to finish his assignment... I feel so grateful... thank to God, He help us all. (tak berbaloi langsung risau pasal asssignment tu 2, 3 malam...)

After that class, Syahmi gave a new shocking news. There will be a mid-term for mass comm that night. "Oh God... do you really wanna help us...?" But... we can only be grateful and tawakkal with His decision... I straight back to the Library, studying mass comm... until night came... went to LT3 at EDU...(nasib baik tak sesat...)... and finish the mass comm test. I was quite easy... Thanks to Dr. Masrur for giving easy question. Thanks to Allah also, coz most of the things that i read just now was in the paper...

The next day.... my Intro to fiqh class was posponed to the other time.... (i don't want to really bother when she posponed it....) i finished my fiqh sirah assignment... and print it with all my friend at that night. everything went back to normal... In the next Fiqh al-sirah class, (after signing my PTPTN agreement that was posponed...) I, with my friends together sent our assignment to him... peacely... few days to go before mid-semester break... hope that God always be with me...

Amin...

First week of New Year 2006...

To all dear readers (if there is...) ...Happy New Year...2006.

People say.... "dah tahun baru...tanamkan la azam yg baru..." and many new thing to try out there... concerts any where around the world... there is also "sampah masyarakat" that celebrating the new year in bad and embarrassed way.... sex party... gay... hmmm... what their mind actually...

Also cannot be forgotten all the victims of Tsunami that still trauma and suffer of the 26 dis 2004 tragedy, especially to the citizen at acheh. Almost all of them were wiped out at that day. We also should give our prayer to all of the Muslims community that were still suffer because of poverty...war....diseases... and many more that only God knows. May we learn a lot from the incident, and may God bless all of His beloved servants...

For me... I just watching t.v. with my roomates... and the count down begins...

The next day... I'm went out with my sister to OU. We also not forgotten to invite Yassin. Actually the main objective was to see the "One hour photograph of Tsunami victims", was turned out to be "Exploring the 1 Utama mall as first time we stepped in the Mall". We also spent our time taking few pictures of the Tsunami victims' photograph and we also got the chance to see the largest Monopoly board ever made in the world. It should be stated in the Malaysia book of record by now.

During evening, we stopped by at the food court. Yassin was very hungry. after waiting half n hour just to search for a seat, kak Aeda and Yassin together they searched for a meal to eat. Just they stepped out from their chairs. A feeling that I didn't like very much came in... it wasn't jealous... but may be 'a cousin of jealous'. I didn't feel as bad as during at the MCIIUM back there. May be now I can spent more time with her more that Yassin can... May be now I can accept that kak aeda wasn't only my sister. She was also Yassin's sister. I thought I can accept it slowly by now. By the way... I didn't actually have a real sister. She just an ordinary stranger to me 3 years ago... hmm... i badly need a girl friend where no one can share her, where i can feel that see just care about me...

We also went for shopping at the Jusco store using J Card! and start collecting points. hehe... feel like I'm giving a visa card to the shop keeper. Almost night... it was raining. We can't find the door that we entered the OU... almost one hour just to find that silly door. I ask the 'Pak Guard' at one of the door that we were lost to.

He said "Adik...pintu ni pintu nak naik teksi dik... klu adik nak naik bas balik KJ, adik kena ikut pintu kat wing satu lagi..."

OOOO.... that i realized from the evening until that night, we just lingering and spinning only in the right wing.... hmmm OU is quite big. after another about 30 minutes walking (kitorang redah hujan masa tu!) we found the bus station.... hmmm... what a very long-walking-journey day at the right wing of the OU....